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2000-05-16 oh lordy. so randy newman in lyle songs sometimes i feel like i can't escape all the weird cycles. haha. when i was really mad. i broke his Little Criminals record. it was the only thing i broke. besides my book case. but that only hurt me. not literally hurt me. i mean, it only caused me a problem. it was only my bookcase at that point. not our bookcase. why do all the good musicians like each other and use each other. you think "ok, i'll escape by just not listening to that one. and just this one" and then *pop* there's that one with this one. i write gud. dave emailed me and said i write good. which is funny. funny strange and funny ha ha. because i think i write like i'm 8. dave is a good writer. so is fuzzyboy. they both make me laugh. even now he makes me laugh like nobody else. and dave comes in second. dave and he live together. is that irony? tragedy? hell i never know. "Hello Heather, how are you? i'm ok, went to L.A. and love it, love it, love it. kevin ok, daria ok, saw show, ******* *****, made love to a woman, didn't sleep, went to party, felt like a fool, hated myself, loved everyone, feared everyone, thought i was cool, then dumb, hated myself, laughed, cryed like a homeless baby, screamed, danced salsa-style, and other things...it was a surreal weekend. ***** **** ****...tell me how you're doing and what's up with you. take care," my friends. they're neat. no name! see? no name. don't get mad at me...you. the one who wrote it. i just liked it. it made me laugh. and made sense at the same time.and i edited it too. removed anything incriminating. so don't get mad. ok, if i broke a rule. you tell me and i'll never ever do it again. it made me sad too. it makes me sad when people do good things. i'm mad that you slept with a woman. even though you should sleep with a woman. (no, i'm not talking to fuzzyboy). it just makes me sad because that's what everyone wants. contact. connection. so why do things end? why do i ask such simplistic questions? when did i start seeing everything in fucking black and white? huh? Huh? |
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