i need to redo my template.

every time i look at my own entries

there's that picture...

and sometimes i dno't feel much, because i see it so often now

and sometimes i feel burning and lump-of-coal-bellyish

and sometimes i just feel a pang of want or longing or love and ...then i feel ...

ah ....trailing off.....

there are places i'm still scared to go.

places i'm scared to talk about to myself even, yet.

i think them though.

i told someone once i'm afraid of going outside my edges right now. becuase then i'll just leak all over the floor.

and i don't mean pee.

well, i got jack-all done today. and i actually don't feel particularly good about that.

heading home. going to ohio. waiting for the momentum to carry me along.

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