was recently scolded (well maybe not scolded :) by someone for updating so many times in one day.

i wish my brain stayed fluid throughout the day and when i got home at night, all the things i'd thought of would still be there in a little pot on the backburner of my brain, like bubbling stew all yummy and warm and ready for consumption

but it's more like snacks. HM I WANT TOAST. or ...la dee da. oh my god i HAVE to have chocolateNOW. my thoughts come like that. spurts and jolts. i get dragged around by my own impulses. of course i give in to them.

also was reading someone else and i liked her Maskesque lists of things that i like and things that are a drag.

things that are good:
ice cream with chocolate and caramel, in some form , in it
sushi.
being bought lunch by a good friend
being with someone with whom i can be crass, because they know who i am
proscuitto and asparagus pizza (lunch today!)

people who push me further forward in the sludge
fuzzyboybody hugs
fuzzyboybody smell
fuzzyboybody kisses
fuzzyboybody showering with harmonica
memories of fuzzyboybody
boogie running after a ball with splayed legs and crazy bouncing bunny ears
boogie leaning against me with head down, for some love
pixieboobs' weird spurts of funniness
cute doodles way of running down the hallway or across the street
wednesdays sharp nasty rectal humor
cha cha's volume
camera girl's quirky calm smile and presence
beginnings

things that are a drag:

people who make me move faster through the sludge.

fuzzyboybody hugs

fuzzyboybody kisses

fuzzyboybody memories
soggy tomatos
doing work that makes your brain feel thick.
roosters
the tentative nature of friendship, no matter how strong
endings

sorry chinacat. i just liked what you did, so im a big fat thief.

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